And fear is justified

So I went out as per our agreement to meet my estranged wife and pick up my children. And guess what, she did not show. Her story was she was in the hospital. So I called all of the hospitals between my home and hers and found that she wasn't admitted into the hospital. I then drove to the address she provided me with as to her location, and it doesn't exist. So now what? more to come. I am angry right now, I am hurt taht I cannot see my children but I am more angry. I worry for my children, They want to see me, they need me.